Save You

Just remembered the song "Save You" by Simple Plan.

Few lines from the song:

You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you

I wish that I could tell you something

To take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you

And there's so many things that I want you to know

I won't give up till it's over

If it takes you forever, I want you to know

When I hear you voice it's drowning in whispers
It's just skin and bones, it's nothing left to take
And no matter what I do I can't make you feel better
If I only I could find the answer to help me understand

That if you fall, stumble down I'll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you I'll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up 'cause I'll be waiting
If you fall you know I'll be there for you..

Random. But if I'd be given the chance to sing this song, I'll offer it to my Mom. Yes, there are times I wished I could save her. Save her from pain. But then I know that I can't.. All I can do is pray for her. Hindi ko naman hawak ang buhay niya. Ang magagawa ko lang ay wag siyang iiwan. Be with her all the time. Take good care of her. Encourage her. Lumaban kasama niya. Lord knows that this is the cry of my heart. I want to see my mom na hindi na nahihirapan. Na magaling na siya. Na parang normal na ulit lahat. But still hindi ko hawak yun eh. Hindi sakin nakasalalay yun. Pero I trust God. Kahit gaano kahirap, I'll still hold on to His word, to His promise. 

I love you Ma. Alam ni Lord kung gaano kita pinaglalaban. Thank you Lord for everything. I know You have a plan for us. Help me to trust in You lalo na sa mga ganitong sitwasyon. I love you!